Field of Truth

I'm old 60+ :o)

 

I've been on this journey since I was a single digit.  It is only now, post 60, that I have a quiet mind, stable pure consciousness (personal "I" obliterated)  and I feel embodied and on my way to being the Being I was meant to Be.

My myth in a nutshell:

 

I started battling dark forces of my own making (tremendous childhood mental and emotional anguish) as well as dark beings at a very young age. Started the "spiritual and self-improvement  quest" ardently by age 13. Did the whole New Age, self-empowerment manifestation thing for many years. While, this was a nice step into mindfulness and "working on yourself", it never really led to any actual and permanent transformations, just a lot of emotional highs and lows.

Then something happened, called to me, and I knew I needed an "Awakening Coach". I had no idea what that meant but as it turned out my very first teacher coined that phrase!  And, without knowing what I had gotten myself into I ended up onto the spiritual enlightenment path. Wow!  What a different journey that was/is.

I started meditating - differently -more silence and inner discovery of my true nature), working with the I Ching to identify where the little human  'me' was getting in the way, going deep into all the layers of identifications and images, doing trauma work, feeling my feelings, ugh, you get the point.  And during this time I also had a full Kundalini awakening that took 17 years to complete, merging personal consciousness with cosmic consciousness. Whew!

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While the work of clearing attachments, identifications and let's face it, dealing with a snarky human personality continues I finally feel whole, complete and merged with everything and no thing.  I exist and I am the non-existent.  This is Freedom, this is Moksha, this is your jail break from the prison of your own mind and of this planet.  And, this is what I wish for every single person!  Your Liberation awaits!